pretty & pointless
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pretty & pointless ***
I feel like this song doesn't require much explaining but I'll still say my lil piece.. . women getting prettier everyday, but that has zero correlation to whether they'll make a good partner. A partner who wants to heal, who wants to grow, who wants to experience a healthier love than what they've experienced prior.
Again these women are pretty, mad pretty and a lot of them come with mad baggage. Everybody got baggage though. But not everybody working on addressing their baggage. Everybody doesn’t acknowledge their baggage is an issue that needs to be tended to. She will sit right next to you looking over your shoulder waiting for you to prove to her that you are no better than her last man. It’s wicked, like I’ve never done anything to you — but I get it.. . the scars are deep. Healing takes time.. .
but how long ?!?! How long do we continue to punish ourselves and the ones that love us for an offense that a now stranger committed years ago. How long to we use our broken pieces as weapons and cut all who come close and try to love us in the midst of our pain. How long do we continue to practice the same habits of destruction just because they feel familiar and natural. These women are mad pretty, but often times the whole thing starts to feel pointless.. . eye present to uuu — pretty & pointless .. .
ilovedyouwaymore
"ilovedyouwaymore" is the product of space & reflection. Love is a heavy word. It's a lot comes with that word. It's scary. I feel deeply and this has not worked out for me in past. Feeling things deeply means there exists the possibility of experiencing a deep joy but also feeling pain very deeply.
My heart, my feelings have been handled in a trivial manner before and so I began to close myself off emotionally from women. Physically, I was there no doubt. But there was no room for growth in these instances because I already placed a cap on how far I'd allow this situation to go, how comfortable I'd let myself get.
This attempt to protect my fragile heart pierced the heart of a woman who was undeserving of such coldness. She hurt me more than once. I hurt her multiple times as well. But she chose me. Out of fear, I didn't choose her.. . and it wasn't one of my better moments. I've reflected a lot and this song is a product of that. I hope this record awakes your deep feelings.
EYE STILL BEEN MAKING MUSIC .. .
EYE STILL BEEN MAKING MUSIC .. .
My new project “eye still been making music .. .” is available everywhere now and eye’m so grateful. This project was a combination of efforts from my brothers and some of my favorite producers: TK9, ZaZa, 4DL, and REEAPER. Some of these songs have been in the vault for years and eye was waiting on the perfect time to release them and here we are. This is a tape that is special for my listeners but even more special to me. Eye’ve learned that there is no correct way to make music, to produce art — the only wrong way to do it is to not do it. This tape is dedicated to NIKE because every studio session eye got in that booth eye just did it. Art is expressive and expression is quite literally the antonym of perfect. The perfect song doesn’t exist. The perfect project doesn't exist. Perfect is an allusion. Art is supposed to contain mistakes and blemishes and emotion. This tape was experimental, fun, exciting, emotional, and eye couldn’t be happier with it. Thank you for any and all support that you have offered me during my journey as an artist and an individual instance in this simulation ; ) eye’m always working on the next thing and eye don’t know how to slow down but for right now eye just want to say THANK YOU GOD and encourage all you music lovers and LUCIDNic.777 supporters to go stream this project as eye truly believe it is some of the best music that has been released in the year 2023 <3
SCHTOOPID.
As a fan of .. . correction — FIEND 444 art, eye am also a FIEND when it comes to seeing the process behind the art eye am witnessing with my ears and eyes and experiencing with my soul. With that being said eye feel that it is important to involve people in my creative process. Eye want you all to not only hear the finished product but also have a front row seat to how this happens. Eye have so much fun in the studio and it is no other place eye want to be than on the stage ; ) LOVE, COMMENT, & SUBSCRIBE !
Nic. - The Heart’s Song [Official Video]
A Cut Records and Cozy Times Collaborative Production
cuz eye like uuu.. .
cuz eye like uuu.. .
if uuu like to dance — this tape is for you ! eye was watching TV last week and a woman asked her ‘love interest’ if he knew how to dance.. . he replied “why of course, what is the meaning of life without dance ?” — easily one of my favorite quotes eye have ever heard. that is simply why this tape was created. play it loud, dance wild, and keep it on repeat. STREAM ‘CUZ EYE LIKE UUU.’
THINKPIECE. — The Life I Choose To Live.
Motivational Monday
Take some time out of your day to tap in to another installment of Motivational Monday on my YouTube channel. In this video I attempt to practice transparency and communicating what I am feeling. Talking about things makes me feel better and it also helps me sometimes think through things better. I hope this can inspire, encourage, or comfort someone else.
Just keep swimming y’all!
Have a blessed day and thank you family for the support.
Classic.
me pride, me joy .. .
