The Life I Choose To Live.

eye love a breakthrough. eye also know there are some people you shouldn’t try to break through . . . ‘cause in order to do that they might break too — they don’t quite understand that I break too. But you have to come to terms with it, struggle with it, own it and then proceed moving forward. that’s how eye believe you master life. let your pieces fall everywhere they fall. quite literally, let it be. don’t apologize. once it’s all out there and you get to see yourself, just look at it. keep looking at it. do you like what you see? do you not like what you see? why? what are we going to change? in which areas do we need to grow?

when you shift your focus to becoming the best you — truly living and curating the most rewarding, blessed life possible for yourself — working towards achieving a peak human experience as we walk everyday through this thing called life . . . when you allow this goal to drive your thinking, transform your actions, and become your motivation you begin to manipulate what people would have originally thought life was.

now they can’t understand you and why you’re not bothered or irritated by whatever it is. they can’t figure it out. they are now intrigued by you. this is not the goal but this is what happens because now you have gotten to a place in life where you are continually evolving and your life experience continues to improve because you are actually working on advancing yourself. not your accomplishments, but like the actual fabric that makes you a person. you’re now focused on what actually makes you YOU and actively adjusting it for the better. at this point you spend your time working on you and you learn to appreciate the events that fill up the cracks of space and time in between.

while you have let your chips fall as they may, you are able to see in the midst of your work — wow, they are working just like me. that’s beautiful. YES, eye like this. let’s keep moving this way. — or you’ll see someone who is still not looking at things your way and that’s okay, eye was once them (you’ll say to yourself). eye’ve felt that way. eye know where they may or may not be trying to get because eye’ve been there before. eye am able to just feel feelings with them. it gives me the benefit of still relating with them, thinking and feeling with them — but then eye’m still right back focused in on my journey to the actual life eye want to create. that’s how eye want to do life. that’s all eye want to do. if you don’t, then you shouldn’t. but jump in, eye think you’ll like it.

— dedicated to me — inspired by me, thr3e, & robin vanguard